Tap.Tap.Tap.

Deception Pass.
It looms out below me like some sick joke.
The blue-black water swirls some hundred feet down and it's waves are like some ugly face laughing at me.
The slap of he wind carries the whispers only ican hear coming from the water.
I want to disapear and the rain pelting me helps but it doesn't do everything.
I see the dark water.
I see the sun trying to escape from behind those dying clouds and i see my chance.

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Where's my chance?

Chemicals

I've got Trevor.
I want Jhonas.
I love Trevor.
Jhonas wants me and is not discreet about that fact.
I want Trevor.
I want Jhonas.
Trevor loves me and is willing to do anything for me.
i don't think i can resist Jhonas any more.
I want to tell Trevor.
I CAN'T tell Trevor.
I want Jhonas to disapear.
I

I NEED HELP.

Jhonas
Trevor
Jhonas
Trevor

what.do.i.do.

GOD HATES ME!